life times & love

gary oldman.

i would have to put him in my top 10 favorite actors.

michael caine, morgan freeman & liam neeson?

an honest win

stevie the kiwi

my new holga camera

photography. i took this with my minolta.

i'm so happy about how my pictures came out. can't wait to get my holga tomorrow!

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yes yes YESS

[one of my many favorite things]

one of my favorite movies.

can i have this pretty please. it's a shark sleeping bag! called chum buddy! :]

Hey 19. So here's the deal, 18 was pretty spectacular, but you mark the end of my teens, which means i gotta live it up. You gotta be one of the best, better than 8, better than 13, 16 and of course 18. So i just wanna let you know, don't hold back, give me all you have and i'll be here ready to take it. ready to kick ass and take names, cause you know what, life isn't about holding back and watching things from the side of the road. gotta hop in that hot Porsche or Ferrari or Lamborghini whichever sports car and hit it. slam the accelerator and go for it.

So thanks 19, for finally showing up. We're gonna have a blast.

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my new retro baby.

i shall name him platypus.

for he is unique & lovable, yet sorta weird lookin'

fantastic mr. fox, a pretty swell movie.

i love how wes anderson did the animation.

i miss the ocean.

quite easily one of my favorite movies, of all time.

just because you can't see it, doesn't mean you can't believe it.

i think before i go home. i'm gonna disappear for a bit.

i feel that i need to. i'm really confused right now about a number of things.

so, i just need to be by myself.

but i tried to pull an all nighter to get things done for school.

i got to 2:30. i need to sleep. i'm like 90% done with what i had to do.

i'll do it in 30 minutes tomorrow between classes.

i just don't get how some folks do it. how they're focused for that long.

i'm on tea, water (bout to get some coffee) and twizzlers.

sweet eebus.

"if you could say your life story in three albums what would they be?"

OH MY GOSH

took me two weeks to figure it out. the first one was easy: Cloud Cult Advice from a Happy Hippopotamus and then i chose Death Cab for Cutie Transatlanticism and just a few moments ago i came up with the last one: KiD CuDi Man on the Moon: End of the Day

so yup. i'm happy i have three albums.

can i PLEASE have this.

Essay Question #1: Lang College Essay

When I learn something new, I do it in different phases. I start with the basic subject whatever I’m learning at that point. Then I look up things that are connected with it which gives me a broader horizon on the subject, and I finish it with personal research so I can store it in my mind. My mind is weird, I have to do numerous things to get one thing done, and it’s one reason why I can’t be a chef. A liberal arts education would match the way I learn, with what it stands for, studying different topics. I find a liberal arts education a good way to learn in college, exploring different subjects while adventuring on your own for one of the first times. With me liberal arts would lead to more inspiration for what I want to do, more things to learn, and an opportunity to see things differently.

I found out about Eugene Lang on the College Board website when I was trying to figure out where to go. I saw that this school was located in Greenwich Village and my attention completely focused on the school. I looked at the website, the campus map and the courses that it offers. When I looked at the writing courses I thought this is it, it offers so much for me, a student that wants to be a writer for a living. When I visited the school over the summer I saw how small the classrooms are and how spread out everything was. Everything about it was amazing to me, I saw myself there, learning and writing. Pursuing a degree at Lang would mean that I would have access to all the internships and the opportunities offered with them. I know getting an education at Lang would be a challenge, but right now I’m ready for one. I want to bend back as far as I can there, that’s what I want to do with going to college. I feel that at Lang I won’t get bored, I will be inspired all throughout my time there which is what I need.

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i sometimes need to read my entrance essays, to remember how excited i was then to go to this school. because right now i'm just like "oh summer get here faster! i want to be done!" but i feel like it's not fair for me to think that. i didn't go as far as i could this year at all. i guess it's because i was still trying to get my balance with everything, or maybe that's me making dumb excuses again. but still next year i'm doing it. i'm going to join the clubs, i'm going to enter the writing contests, i'm gonna get published. i swear i am. i promise myself that i am. i will write everyday this summer.

so with that, i bid adieu for this moment. live life folks. it's only here for one showing

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AH! :D

i have this on my fridge. so everyday at anytime i read it

and i smile and say damn straight.

poor terry the dinosaur

hahaha.

i was supposed to go see them [the glitch mob] in concert tonight.

but some other small stuff went down :/

i was sorta upset about it, but after talking to my sensei for about an hour,

having jamba juice & a session with my iPod & then finally talking to my best friend i felt better.

so up thar, is one of my favorite remixes they've done.

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yes please.

you can't live life with just thinking that the day was unsuccessful.

if you smiled at least once, it was a good day.

end of story.

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pretty much legit.

yes yes yes.

finally.

it was a pretty good year, though next semester i'll finally really be able to do what i want.

finally.

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[i would love it if it actually looked like that.]

i took another quiz. it was about what color should i paint my house. i got red, i've always liked red houses. (but i can see myself living in an olive green house.)

the result said this:

oh johnny depp.

you are a great actor and singer. gosh.