life times & love

I've realized that I've never had a Christmas with you, well one that I remember & it's upsetting. You still do stupid petty things, like make small comments about my mom, just disappear for no reason after we have a phone call. And all I'm trying to say is that, just be there. Alright, haven't seen you in a year, and though how much I would like to say that we've gotten closer, the max length of our telephone conversations have been 30 minutes & that doesn't even happen alot. So yeah, I dunno. This all just needs to work out. Hopefully sooner than later.