life times & love

there's something about telling someone that you have to say bye to each other.
not, see ya later. or talk to you later.

it's a legitimate bye. and good byes hurt. even when they are necessary. because for the amount of time you don't speak to each other, you're not in their lives. just on their mind.
you don't know what they did on Tuesday, what they're going to do on Saturday. What cool new music they found. nothing. even after being with them for years.

i like change. because it is in fact necessary. but the day of the initial change. is weird. it's scary. and it makes me want to cry because of the string that you cut.