life times & love

101. What does happiness/joy feel like physically?
i dunno, like you just feel like your heart is like pounding out your chest, and you just feel amazing. it's hard to describe. 

102. List five people you love starting with the one you love the absolute most. 

A) my mom

B) Aunt Fred

C) Lukas

D) Chelsea

E) Jimmy


103. How many movies have you gone to see this month?
3 so far

104. If you could have 3 wishes...but none of them could be for yourself, what would you wish for?

1. to eliminate guns for good.
2. world peace, duh
3. to possibly eliminate world pollution

105. In what ways do you relax and de-stress when you are really tense?
chill out listen to some of my favorite tunes, or call my mom, when she's not available call up my friend. 

106. How much money would it take to get you to drive to school naked in the springtime and get out of the car?
why specifically the springtime? hmm, maybe like 10K.

107. Have you ever killed an animal?
no

108. Have you ever lost someone close to you?
yes sir.

109. What do you think of cloning?
cloning? i don't find the point of it. on any chance in the world, there doesn't need to be two of anybody.

110. Do you read or watch TV more often? 
watch TV, when i should be reading.

111. With all this talk of terrorism going around are you willing to sacrifice rights and freedoms for increased safety?
who's talking terrorism? but i don't get how sacrificing rights & freedoms are going to increase security. The only thing that i think could be reasonably be taken away are privacy rights. 

112. What is the punishment you would come up with for Osama Bin Laden if you caught him alive?
just to be in a cell by himself for the rest of his life. one meal a day. the seldom chance of sunshine. 

113. Have you ever named an individual part of your body?
my hair has had numerous names, if that counts. 

114. Have you ever been on the radio or on TV?
TV twice, and they were both embarrassing moments.

115. Have you ever won a lottery, or sweepstakes?
i think i won like 5 bucks from a lottery ticket. and then again, i could be dreaming it. 

116. Have you ever won a contest or competition?
contest, yes. it was a writing one i think. i forgot what it was for, but i got 300 bucks.

117. Do you like to watch The Joy of Painting show with Bob Ross (check out this link if you don't know who he is. Also please note me if you notice the link is broken)http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bob_Ross_(painter)?
dude i remember this guy & his amazing fro.

118. Do you know what your grandparents and your great grand parents did for a living?
absolutely no idea

119. Is there anything really interesting in your family history?
my great grandfather was a slave. that's the only interesting fact that i have.

120. Is there anyone you trust completely?
yes, i have a few people that i have on my list that i trust completely. 

121. Have you ever lost someone without having the chance to say goodbye?
hmm, i don't think so.

122. How do you feel about women in politics?
that's awesome. they should be in politics, without them, it would be uneven. 

123. Would you rather have an indoor Jacuzzi or an outdoor pool?
outdoor pool.

124. What things are you interested in that you study or read about on your own?
Vincent van Gogh, philosophy & anything else really. I keep a composition of things I want to know. 

125. Would you consider yourself to be intelligent?
in a way. 

126. Would you consider yourself to be wise?
not yet, I'm only 19.

127. Have you ever given or received a lap dance?
hahaha, no. 

128. Have you ever spoken to a homeless person?
uh, just giving them a sandwich, asking them if they eat it.

129. Would you ever creep into the subway tunnels to go exploring?
oh, that sounds fun. only if i had some friends with me. and a very hefty flashlight. 

130. If you could add 70 years to your life but only by making some random person die 70 years sooner would you?
why the hell would i want to add 70 years to my life? but I don't think I would ever do it.

131. Can you finish any of the following lyrics? 

A: Nothing to kill or die for... 

B: Late comings with the late comin' stretcher... 

C: I could make a film and make you my star... 
(i feel like i know these songs, but don't know how to finish these lyrics.)

132. Were you ever with someone while they died?
no, that would be traumatizing.

133. Would you rather be a world political leader or a rock star?
rock star. couldn't handle the stress of politics. 

134. Have you ever given someone a love letter that you wrote?
nope. that would be way to embarrassing.  

135. Have you ever sent someone a surprise through the mail?
I was trying to, but it got sent back to me. 

136. Are you looking forward to any concerts right now?
hopefully Big Gigantic in January. 

137. Of all animated movies, which is the best one you've ever seen?
hard question! has to be Howl's Moving Castle. 

138. What are the best bands or songs to listen to while driving?
any classic rock, like arena tunes. classic soul, like the Temptations to Luther Vandross. or some good ole 50s. 

139. What do you think is the most amazing thing that anyone has ever accomplished?
the person who created electricity. 

140. What could a member of the opposite sex do to impress you?
make me an amazing mix cd.

141. About how many emails do you get a day?
uh about, 15. 

How many of those emails are junk mail?
like 4 

How many of them are forwards?
0

142. What's your favorite thing to do online besides write in your diary and hang out at this site?
facebook & stumble 

143. Do you believe Kurt Cobain (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kurt_Cobain) killed himself or was it a conspiracy?
i will always believe it was a conspiracy. i mean yeah he was strung out and everything, but he's been strung out alot of times before. why this one time he gets a gun and kills himself, doesn't make sense to me.

144. Have you ever though about hitchhiking across the country?
yes, but whenever i told a friend about it, they always told me not to do it by myself.

145. Who would you bring with you on this kind of a road trip?
the friend i know will stick with me & have fun! 

146. Of the following, which word best describes you: accurate, bold, charming, dependable
dependable?

147. If you are single, at about what age do you think you will be ready to settle down and get married? If you are married, how old were you at the time?
uh, i don't know.

148. Do you often wonder, when you say goodbye to people, if it is the last time you will ever see them?
sometimes, but i try not to think so negative.

149. What movie are you most looking forward to seeing when it comes out?
thor & pirates & HP7

150. What is your quest?
my quest is to fill my happiness meter to the brim.

151. What is louder and more annoying: 200 adults talking or one four-year-old screaming?
one four year old screaming 

152. Do you believe the stories about planes, boats and people mysteriously disappearing into the Bermuda triangle?
not really. it doesn't make sense.

153. Who are you the most jealous of?
nobody really.

154. What is the happiest way you can start your day?
with a good medley of techno songs. 

155. Do you ever have moments where you feel like everything is all right in the world?
yeah, but not everything in the whole world. just in mine. 

156. Who thinks that you are offensive?
uh, i don't know.

157. If you had to teach a class in something, what would you be able to teach people?
about writing.

158. Have you ever had a spiritual experience (an experience that cannot be explained by science)?
herm, i don't think so.

159. Do you believe that this experience was truly mystical or do you think there is some scientific explanation for it, only you don't know what it is?
don't think i had one.

160. Do you get offended easily?
not really, my family is really thick skinned.

161. Would you still love and stay with your signifigant other if he or she had to have a breast or testicle removed? 
whaaat. haha, yeah i would.

162. Do you believe in fate or free will? 
a little bit of both. sometimes you can steer away from the path, other times, you can't help but blame fate in the end.

163. Do you believe that only boring people get bored?
no, i mean. if you get bored, then get up and go do something. i mean it's not like celebrities don't get bored every blue moon.

164. Can life change or are we all stuck in vain?
life can change if you want it to. 

165. What changes are you afraid of?
just making new friends really.

166. Are you a day person or nocturnal?
nocturnal. and sorta a day person too.

167. What one CD could you listen to for an entire week (no mixed CD’s, it must be an album)?
oh, the new Daft Punk Tron album.

168. Which is worse, working in retail, food service, or an office?
an office.

169. What's the coolest job you ever had?
never had a job!!

170. What is one central idea that your thoughts seem to come back to?
i always seem to think about love.

171. Have you ever wanted to be an actor/tress?
nope. never liked performing. 

172. If you had the power to control one person and make this person do anything you wanted for a whole day, who would you pick and what would they do?
i don't know who'd i control. i guess i'd go to the bank & control the manager.

173. What star sign are you and what is your sign like?
Gemini, the twins. 

174. Did the Blair Witch Project scare you?
i've never seen that before. 

175. Are you in constant fear of death?
nope, death is death. can't do anything about it.

176. Does fear of death keep you from building a life?
nope.

177. Do you like all your movies to be in wide-screen? 
i didn't at first, i thought it was dumb. but now i do.

178. Are you a fan of any comic books?
yup. 

179. At what age did you attend your first funeral?
hm, i don't know, but i do know i was young.

180. What do you smell like (lotion, cologne, sweat)?
nothing right now. just my natural smell i suppose.

181. What are your greatest sources for wisdom?
my mom, and books written by great minds.

182. When you were little, where did your parents tell you babies come from? 
i have no idea what my mom told me.

183. What is your favorite band?
favorite band? uh, daft punk right now.

184. What's the best cheesy 80's song?
the footloose song 

185. What's the best kind of movie to see on a date?
a comedy or action or something like inception so you can talk. 

186. Do you like to sit in the front, middle or back of the Movie Theater?
the middle in the back. or the middle in the center.

187. Have you ever been inside an abandoned building?
no, but i totally want to 

188. Under what circumstances would you agree to work for free?
if it was a charity.

189. Candles or strobe lights?
candles.

190. Do you think the Lord of the Rings movies are true to the books or did Hollywood change the story too much?
i didn't read the books, only the Hobbit. but my mom read them, and she said they stuck pretty true to the books.

191. When you see a stranger on the street does your first reaction lean towards thinking of this person as a potential friend or as a potential threat?
potential friend

192. Is it natural for human beings to fear and distrust each other, or is it cultural?
cultural.

193. What do you really want to buy? 
a new camera and a plethora of DVDs

194. You have to choose. Would you be happier marrying someone rich for their money or living in the streets and subway tunnels with someone you love?
choose love every time sucka.

195. If someone wanted to understand you what book could they read that would help?
Nature by Ralph Waldo Emerson

196. Do you think it’s odd that Americans have freedom of religion and yet call themselves 'one nation under god'?
never thought about that, but that is true, that is sort of an oxymoron

197. In what sense are you a minority?
i'm a brown person.

198. Are you anti social?
no no no. that would be a boring way to live. 

199. Do you photograph well?
i guess so. i think so... haha


200. Do you think that human beings would survivor through a nuclear winter?
i think so, but they'd complain a hell of a lot.